and it’s not stress and it’s not school and it’s not family but something just doesn’t feel right. it’s frustrating me. i feel like i can just break out and cry any second now and i feel like it’s because so many thoughts are rushing through my head at such a fast pace that i can’t even keep track of them anymore and confuse myself when my thoughts all crash into each other. i feel like i can cry because there’s so much going on inside despite the fact that i’ve been out and about with people here and there and classes all the time. it’s so weird. i’m disgusted at the fact that i can feel my bosom heaving in efforts of holding everything in, i’m repulsed by the fact i even feel this way when i have no recognized reason why i feel as so. this is all so awkward panda and i’ve been feeling this way for a while now.
i think i just need a big cry.
ugh this is so gross to admit LOL.
obviously i didn’t laugh out loud i’m just sitting here.
but what the hell.
=.=
on point rn.
(Source: atwtktd)
