only my clinical instructor would find pointless ways to keep us there for the full 12 hours today (and all the other days, at that). k, not when the other group got to leave 6 hours early. no.mercy.whatsoever<^>

yes I actually am complaining like a baby ); my mind and body are soo exhausted on some different degree, that sleep sometimes doesn’t even cut it anymore. but hey, I chose this path right? it was weird, today I asked myself ‘what am I even doing here?’ then some hours later I got this pen as a gift that said ‘you can save a life’. haha be it a sign, answer, or whatever, I thought it was really nice to be reminded of why I chose this profession in the first place; to care for someone and improve their well-being, to be their advocate, to just.. be there for them.

don’t get me wrong, I already know I still will be complaining nonstop for the next 13 weeks of these 12 hr shifts plus school -___- thank goodness my clinical group is down tho. but seriously, I am determined to reach this goal! game fucking face on.

on a different note, excoiiited for the whole day b planned out for us tomorrow! (: ain’t nothing going to ruin my day off.